You said it
With your whole chest
Obliterating all
that could be messed
In cruelty and contempt
Your words were dressed
Crushing me
Constantly pressed
Heart’s broken again
Cardiac arrest
Trapped in your carelessness
At your behest
Hopes lost daily
Spirit and spark depressed
Step forward alone
No more time for rest
Worked for better
That effort oppressed
Surrender
Cave fold concede
I again failed the test
Sparks 